[That word meant something, but it did not quite register or translate and Zevran was content to just go lax against Eugene once more. Comforted in the fact that he was not upset.]

No. You would not. But as much as I wished for the illusion to be true it would be denying what you and Jack are to me- so. I killed her. For the second time, I killed her. And I do not think I regret it as much now as I did the first.