That you care at all is more than most would deem appropriate. More than I should let you think is appropriate.
[It didn't make much sense but it didn't need to and he's tired and warm and Eugene is comfortable and there and he cares. And it's more than he's had from anyone, what he has with Jack and Eugene. It frightens him. It's too big, too real and he doesn't like that he couldn't express it.]
I care as well. I'm not...I don't do this. I don't care- I'm not supposed to. But you and Jack and...
[He shakes his head and buries his face in Eugene's shoulder to silence himself.]
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[It didn't make much sense but it didn't need to and he's tired and warm and Eugene is comfortable and there and he cares. And it's more than he's had from anyone, what he has with Jack and Eugene. It frightens him. It's too big, too real and he doesn't like that he couldn't express it.]
I care as well. I'm not...I don't do this. I don't care- I'm not supposed to. But you and Jack and...
[He shakes his head and buries his face in Eugene's shoulder to silence himself.]