[He's told her that before. Not to cry for him. But the tears start to fall down her face as he steps closer. She does nothing to stop them. Nor does she move away from him. She hates these tears. Hates the weakness they show. Better she be angry. Or happy. She'd take any other emotion but this one.
Because she doesn't think she's all that well. Seeing Zevran here again. Even before he arrived. She's not as shaky as she had been in August. Doesn't hate herself as much as she had then, right around the time he had disappeared. But she lives every day with the fear she'll lose Prim and Richard and Teddy. It's why she's started to learn the filial magic. Why she owes Isaac a yet unfilled debt. Because maybe, just maybe, she'll find a way to keep them here.
She shakes her head. Not well. And at the same time, suddenly all the more determined to find a way to keep people here. Because she doesn't think she can go through losing him again.]
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Because she doesn't think she's all that well. Seeing Zevran here again. Even before he arrived. She's not as shaky as she had been in August. Doesn't hate herself as much as she had then, right around the time he had disappeared. But she lives every day with the fear she'll lose Prim and Richard and Teddy. It's why she's started to learn the filial magic. Why she owes Isaac a yet unfilled debt. Because maybe, just maybe, she'll find a way to keep them here.
She shakes her head. Not well. And at the same time, suddenly all the more determined to find a way to keep people here. Because she doesn't think she can go through losing him again.]
I- I missed you.