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Zevran Arainai ([personal profile] antivanleather) wrote2013-11-14 04:41 pm

Sixth jump - you should know, you should know that [Action/Written]

[Action, locked to Isaac]

[This is not how Zevran imagined the first few hours of his freedom would be. The wine and the feasting and the drinking the day before, certainly. But the first morning after he had finished collecting his effects and bidding farewell to the Warden he intended to spend on the road. Leaving Ferelden for warmer climes. He did not intend to wake in a cell.

And yet, here he is, despite the best intentions. He wakes slowly arms flexing against his restraints and he keeps his head for the first few moments. Just manacles. Just a cold, dark cave like many that the Crows preferred to use for their longer imprisonments. But were this the Crows he would be dead, that went without saying. No, no. This is a personal vendetta- which leaves Zevran free to consider who it is he pissed off this time to earn such attentions while he works at attempting to lean just enough so that he might pull a pick from his hair. That he has none is worrying.

That there is no manner in which the manacles might be removed is of a greater concern. But when he finds that they actually constrict when he attempts to twist his thumb enough to pop it out of place and holds him all the tighter- then. Then he panics.

Crows are terrible. Nobles are worse. Mages, those that yet live and wish him dead? Horrify him and he used to be better at fighting down the swell of cold fear and the anxious ratcheting of his heart. Used to be able to laugh through it, to grin and smile and shrug off torment such as sensory deprivation and capture. It is cold. It is dark. He is alone. He is held by a mage he cannot recall at the moment and after all that he witness at the final battle in Denerim that is what makes him shift in earnest, rattle his chains and lash out with a foot to find purchase- he finds that his feet are bare and the wall is solid, little more. Brasca.]


[Action, Open]

[Later, when he is freed and his personal effects returned, when he realizes where he is in earnest and is armored and armed and less out of sorts Zev ducks into the Coffee Shop for a cup of something hot and bitter, leaving a rather short note in the journal for whoever might have missed him, though save a bare handful he cannot imagine it would be many. He does not even know if they yet remain.]

While I am pleased to have found my way back to this delightful village, I think awaking in a random bed might have been the better introduction. At least it was warm.

Fondest regards,
Zevran


[After some time spent reacquainting himself with the village's map he, warily, makes his way to House 51.]
stillplaying: ([sad] there are much worse games)

[personal profile] stillplaying 2013-12-02 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[She remembers that announcement. More than that, she remembers the announcement that she had made afterwards. The smile instantly vanishes from her face. She had been angry then. Hurt and full of self-loathing for having fallen for Sokka, even a little. And she thought it easiest to lash out. Not at him, not at the boy who had hurt her when lacking any sort of soul. But at herself, for being stupid enough to think she could deserve something better. That someone, someone aside from Peeta or Gale, could love her for who she was.

It's been a long time now. Months since that day. And in that time, she'd like to think she's gotten better. She's found something to live for again, in the small family living under her roof. Prim and Richard might not love her in the same way Peeta did, but they love her nonetheless.

Quietly,]
I remember.
stillplaying: ([neutral] victor)

[personal profile] stillplaying 2013-12-08 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
She can't help it.

[It's the same argument she made then, even as she squeezes his hand tightly, pushing past the memories to the present day. He's here now. Back in her life again. She still has Prim, still has Richard and Teddy. Life is better now. Katniss doesn't hate herself as much as she did then.

But, at the very least, the argument still stands.]


It's what they're taught, in the Capitol. That the Games are good. They're entertainment. She was only looking for something to keep her sane.
stillplaying: ([happy] amused)

[personal profile] stillplaying 2013-12-13 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
Only because you haven't been here.

[She says the words a little gruffly, a little angrily. It hadn't been Zevran's fault, being sent away like he had. He had as much control over that as any of them had in coming here. But at the same time, there's a little bit of amusement in her voice. Because she knows he wouldn't really hurt Effie. Not without her permission.]
stillplaying: ([happy]  in on the joke)

[personal profile] stillplaying 2013-12-22 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
There are better things you can do. She slips her hand in his as she shakes her head, still smiling a little ruefully at him. It’s good to have him back. Better than she could imagine it being. And most of all, he remembers her. He hasn’t forgotten.

That means more to her than anything else she can imagine.]
Dinner. Telling me stories of what you did while you were gone.